I am not a robot, I am just a human

I breathe, I live, I exist, isn’t that not enough?

You want me to dig In deeper into my mind and my soul and give you proof that I am human?! Of course I’M HUMAN!The more I grow older the more I find myself; my emotions are the first proof of my humanity.
  That first love and that first break up was the first time that I opened my eyes and told myself that it is okay to cry, it is okay to spill my heart out. I realized I needed to stop hiding behind my fake smile and just open up. I feared people; their stares in classes would give me this uncomfortable feeling, feeling of loneliness, it still does.  I worried about what “they” thought and what they said behind my back.  I thought too much, I kept creating problems for myself that weren’t there in the first place. That was the reason I closed up and gave up on trusting people; I was on my own…
  Now that I think about it I almost felt like I was a robot, alone, forgotten. I was a different kind of robot, I had a beating heart and I had a brain. Those two things made me a human! That feeling of emptiness was always with me, I felt like there was no point for me on this earth. With time I realized I was created for a reason, I am supposed to make a difference.  
  I still fear of being alone, I fear of being forgotten and being unknown.  I laugh, I cry, I dream and hope and this is the absolute proof of me being human. 
  I made and will make mistakes, I am not perfect-I will let you down, just let me be. Let me live, let me survive. MY heart still beats, I am HUMAN, and I am one of a kind.